Hope Trifecta

A Bigger, Better Hope Family!

2011-11-02T21:12:00.004-05:00

Well, to sum it all up, we are totally and completely in love with our new addition! Chase thinks his little sister is the best, and can't wait to play with her. Currently, he just loves to brush her hair, and will run to get me if she even starts to cry even alittle.

Both mommy and daddy are thrilled to have this little bitty one around too! We've enjoyed snoozing with her on our chests, and snuggling with her maybe alittle more than we should. They say you can't spoil a baby under 4 months, so we will trust the experts on this one! ;)

The first few weeks were both exciting and exhausting, but we came out alive. I attempted to nurse again, and I gave up...again... I will say that, even though I didn't make it to full nurse-mode, I did have some enjoyable moments with Pria. If it weren't for the engorgement, near mastitis, and complete emotional breakdown, I think I could have endured (isn't that what they all say?) This is more than I can say for my time nursing with Chase, that was a total nightmare from day 1! The kicker for Pria's exit from nursing was her loss of over 10% body weight....after hearing that, both Sean and I just couldn't see ourselves going through all we went through with Chase as a baby.

I have to say, it was the best choice for our family---it couldn't be better now, aside from getting more sleep at night! Here are some fun things we've experienced, and other accomplishments since Pria burst onto the scene early:

I conquered taking TWO kids to drop Chase off at preschool, even though it seems that Pria loves to nap right before drop off AND pickup every single day!
I can spend the whole day with Chase and Pria, and it's more enjoyable than I ever imagined! (I remember being so nervous and anxious for Sean to come home when Chase was a baby-silly, I know)
I can actually do some housework, and am ok with leaving some of it for....well, later or never! I did vaccuum the house for the first time since her birth (eww-5wks!)
We've stayed overnight at our parents' house, and it wasn't so bad! Being normal is nice.
Dinner is cooked most nights.
Pria's schedule is predictable, even if not ideal. I guess it's not supposed to be, is it!?
We are relaxed, and mostly amicable to eachother during trying times.
Chase is starting to truly understand/prepare for big school, especially with his writing skills.
Chase is a great big brother. :)
Pria has been gaining weight, and doing it well! I am not ashamed of my formula baby.
Just this last week, she's started to smile and copy mommy and daddy-so fun!
I've been able to start contributing to CV Playgroup planning again, yay.

We are not completely back where we want to be though. Here are some things we still want to work on:

Sleeping through the night!!!!
Getting back on the Cityview serve schedule.
Getting back on a workout schedule for both me and Sean.
More of a routine for Pria (which we did with Chase too)
DATE NIGHTS

Overall though, we are super happy, beyond blessed, and completely excited to spend the holidays with our families-we have so much to be thankful for!

Lastly-PICS!

Milk coma

The "face"

Mommy and me.

Bath time!

Baby Zebra for Halloween.

She's HERE!

2011-10-02T20:58:00.004-05:00

Wow--that was unexpected. Miss Pria was supposed to be here on October 5th, but it seems she had different plans. Here's the story:

Sunday,Sept 25: We decided to stay home from church, and just have a relaxing family day. We lounged around the house, and then went to Irving Mall to let Chase play on the many trains they have there. We spent some time in Barnes & Noble, and then grabbed a late lunch. I had contractions all day, but nothing too frequent. The evening was just as lazy, and we just watched movies and stayed up kinda late just being together.

Monday, Sept 26: Woke up late (thanks Chase!) and decided to make some pancakes for the family. As I was flipping, I felt something "odd"...and thought I peed my pants! Turns out, my water broke--that's pretty rare actually! I was still in no pain, having no contractions, which was a good thing, because my dear hubby hadn't packed his own bag for the hospital, and we had nothing together for Chase either! We had also not prepared anyone to take over with Chase, so we set off down our list of friends...ending with my mother, who started the 45 minute drive to Keller. My sister met us, and got Chase to deliver him to my mom, and we were off to the hospital.

I got all checked in, and the nurse verified that my water broke--Pria was coming today! I was hooked up to all the monitors, and the waiting game officially began at 9am.

For the next few hours, I felt more contractions-and around 1, they were definitely getting real. I was still barely dialated, so they started pitocin. My amazing nurse was watching me "deal" with the pain, and knowing that I wanted an epidural, had already ordered the anesthesiologist to come around to relieve me--LOVE HER! At 3pm, and at 3cm-I got my relief-whew. Things moved much faster now that I was relaxed and happy. At 4pm, I was 6cm, and at 6pm, I was 9cm! About that time (you know, when the epidural is wearing off) I was ready to go. Not very excited about feeling some "natural" childbirth, I found the strength to push through 3 contractions--about 15 minutes. And just when I could take no more--PRIA said hello to the world!!!

I know people only care about PICTURES--so here are some from the hospital and beyond.

Pria is meant to be heard-she's got lungs...and she's a tiny thing at 6lbs (they rounded UP) and 19in long..We are in love and taking every day in--it's going to go by so quickly, we know.

You are a treasure, beloved Pria---God has truly blessed us!

The Countdown...

2011-08-19T13:22:00.002-05:00

This thing is for real! In about seven weeks I will have a new little baby in my arms. I'll smell that new baby smell, and hear that faint (at first!) little helpless cry throughout the house. Oh my, I'll be responsible for every move this tiny thing makes. It makes me giddy and scared all at the same time. I pray for an ease and a calmness in knowing that I've done this before, that I can handle it much better than I did last time. I pray ALOT~

My nights are alittle less about sleep these days, and more about finding a comfortable spot in bed that keeps my legs, back, and tummy from aching-good practice for my next endeavor, I know.

Ok, honestly it's not so much about the comfort either...I'm constantly thinking of what I STILL NEED TO DO! The room hasn't been painted, there is no bedding in the crib, there is not one diaper in this house; we are completely unprepared at this point! I was done with every part of my list for Chase by month 7...where did time go for "Pria preparation"??

Also keeping me up, is the change our whole family will go through in just 7 weeks. I think Chase knows-and shows-his own apprehension too. In the midst of his frequent cries for attention, which are out of his character, he runs through the house to hug his baby sister even now, and he is in love with her already. Yet still I worry for him.

I worry about the strain of another newborn in the relationship between me and Sean. We have a great marriage in my eyes-respect, joy, laughter, love, understanding, compromise...and I pray that we learn to juggle our new life as easily as we did when we were blessed with Chase!

I KNOW that God is in control, I KNOW that the story of the Hope family was written long ago by the greatest author, I KNOW that He will never give me more than I can handle, and I KNOW that I can only survive and thrive by asking for God's help and giving HIM all the glory for every accomplishment within my family. It's remembering those truths in the wee hours of the morning that I have trouble with-luckily I've been using that time to pray for peace and give that time to God, so that the lack of sleep doesn't interfere with patiently shepherding Chase throughout the day!

Do everything you do to the Glory of the One who made you!!! I put this on my Facebook status after hearing the song from Steven Curtis Chapman.....and it puts my entire day-good parts and sinful parts-in perspective for me! If you know that you can glorify God in even the smallest thing, it makes it harder for sin to creep into those days when you feel lowest.

This post is kind of a mess...but forgive me, I'm alittle out of my mind! October 5th may be my due date, but according to my doctor yesterday....there's a good chance I won't make that date---AHH, I need to hurry and prepare! :)))

Thanks for reading, and praying for me and my fam too!

Pink...just this once!

2011-07-06T14:16:00.002-05:00

The Hopes are not really 'pink' people....but in honor of our newest addition in a few months, our header shows that, in fact, we are having a little girl. Visions of bright colors, purple, turquoise, and other "hot" colors run through my head now, and I am getting excited!!

Most know, but just in case you didn't...we have also chosen a name- Pria Brynne Hope, isn't it awesome! If you ask Chase, he will definitely tell you that he's having a baby sister, that she isn't here yet, her name is Pria, and that she'll be here when the pumpkins are ready-LOL!

We are thankful that our journey so far has been a good one, and prayerful that we can continue to enjoy these last few months as a little family of 3, and shower our little boy with all the love and happiness and honesty as we can handle....soon enough, we'll be in a whole new world, won't we!!

New Name?

2011-03-24T14:35:00.003-05:00

Although it's been pretty "official" for a while...I have fully come to terms with it, and soooo---The Hope Fam is having another baby!!

There has been a whirlwind of doubt, fear, some pain(lots of infections and antibiotics this go-round!), and a little bit of irritability around this house (HA!!!)....but I am thankful that I have a solid ROCK to lean on, and good friends to help me out of my prenatal funk. I'm excited to see what this baby will be like-God is the BEST Creator!

...now, does this mean I have to rename the blog????? :)

Out with the Old, In with the New!

2011-01-11T11:17:00.002-06:00

Happy New Year everyone!
The Hope family had a great Christmas, and have really enjoyed sharing our time together. I was completely blessed to have Sean home for such a long time over the holidays...he was off from mid October to mid November due to an injury, and then just stayed off until our birthdays in December while waiting to start a new job. Most people would have considered the loss in pay (short term disability is only 70% pay) and the weeks without any pay at all (a two week span between jobs) a real worry, especially only a few weeks before Christmas...but for me and Sean and Chase, it was a real treasure to have the family together for this time---God is such an amazing vacation planner, isn't he!
We've enjoyed laying in Chase's new Big bed, reading him stories from the Bible before bed...and just talking to him about what those stories mean to him and to us. Prayers while cuddling with your little boy are the BEST!!! (of course, he's learned to s-t-r-e-t-c-h out his bedtime routine by asking for each of us to read him a story seperately, HA!)
This past year was such a gift-the gift of family! I can't wait to put all these memories in the "precious" category, and make way for a whole new set of memories in 2011!

Our memory verse for CV HISKIDS this month is fitting for my own views of 2011.

2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!"

I didn't put that exclamation point here, it was already there in the Bible. How exciting to know that we should be eager to go into the world, to face our challenges with JOY, because we have the promise of Christ's protection to help us!! Prayers for all of my readers (few or many, I have no idea!) that you can all embrace the 'vacation' that God has planned for you this year! :)

Fun Stuff!

2010-12-20T08:59:00.005-06:00

Thought I'd update pictures, I've been slacking!
Halloween--Chase's 2nd favorite person at the Pumpkin Patch.

And, of course, Thomas was his favorite!

Here's Chase in his costume-check out his chin hair~!

My winged buddy, Allison the butterfly princess.

Chase found a train at the mall-very exciting!

Ice Skating!!

"Help Mommy!"

Clapping for daddy at DBU Graduation

Graduation Cake

The spread at the party!

Party

Craziness in Chase's room!

The YOUNGEST Party people-Jackson 10days, and Cole almost a month!

The only picture of the graduate and me from the entire weekend--I was super busy!

After the party, we decided that we needed to a)clean Chase's room, and b)set up one of his presents-a BIG BIG boy bed!! Dinosaurs!

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

I am Blessed...

2010-12-07T20:39:00.002-06:00

...and I take it for granted more often than not. I can be boastful, and I sometimes gossip and belittle others without them knowing....I am a sinner, but I am redeemed by the eternal love that can only be given to me by the grace of the One True God. What a blessing, and I pray that I remember that the next time my sin tries to overtake me.

What?

2010-11-18T09:35:00.003-06:00

Chase ran up to me last night and grabbed my shirt, then said the most absurd thing: "Mommy, you have a baby in your belly!". NO, No, and WHERE'D HE GET THAT???

Kids say the strangest things!, but I guess he must have overheard someone from our church say that(it is in the water at Cityview!)....question is: Who IS pregnant?!

Precious Memories...

2010-11-08T08:30:00.006-06:00

The last few weeks have been full of mixed emotions, and some sleepless nights for me. I had been feeling stretched, trying to figure out when I could visit both my grandfather in his rehab facility, and when I could go visit his sister, Aunt Sister, in her nursing home across town. My sweet, outgoing Aunt Sister had been on my mind so much over the last few weeks, but my time had gone completely into seeing my grandfather, trying to give him motivation to complete his physical therapy so that he could come home. I feared for my grandmother, driving every day into downtown Fort Worth by herself to be with grandaddy. I worried about her, and still do, that she would still take care of herself while caring for him-as only she can. My grandmother is a strong, and loving person, one that I aspire to be; but still, I worried that her own health was not on her mind-how could it be!!!

On Friday, Aunt Sister went home to be with Jesus, and I know she is singing hymns with the angels at this very moment(and probably playing piano too)! She was 96, and had lived a long and amazing life. She had Alzheimers, and my grandfather was diagnosed with dementia not too long ago....so you can imagine my heart dropping, knowing that my grandmother would have to tell her husband (with dementia) that his older sister had passed...and I wonder how many times she will have to remind him of this in the future. This is the true meaning of wedding vows-in good times and bad, in sickness and in health. My heart is torn, because I know without a doubt that God has his arms wrapped so tightly around my grandparents during this time, and that they have no doubt that God's will has been served in Aunt Sister's life too; but I am still sad and worried.......for my grandfather and grandmother, for my family that is full of "the older crowd", and knowing that I am entering a season of loss in my life (though I am hopeful that it isn't all at once~!)----and I want to deal gracefully. I pray that these times are filled with precious memories of the time I get to ENJOY with my family.

Speaking of enjoying-On Saturday, we celebrated the joy of having my grandfather with us for 89years-what a gift!! Here's a pic--Chase sang Happy Birthday so loud to him!

A few weeks ago, Grandaddy got to meet his newest great grandson-Evan...another memory I will cherish!

Aunt Sister, I remember:

Singing hymns while she played the piano effortlessly, and to perfection-her voice ringing higher than the keys.

Knowing that, while I may be short, she would be there to hug my waist, and I could look her in the eye-heehee.

Visiting her the last few times, and watching her face light up when she saw Chase--and him giving her precious kisses and hugs.

Precious Lord,

I know that You are in control, You are the ultimate planner, I could never design my life in Your perfect way--I pray that You continue to cradle my heart, and the hearts of my family, and that You continue to protect the lives of those that care so deeply for others. Give me grace and peace in your Will.

My First State Fair

2010-10-19T21:01:00.005-05:00

This is my new friend, Big Tex.

I went with my poppa and nana, and my cousins.

We were required by law to get (and play with) funnel cake--that's what my mom told me anyway. It was fun, anyway--I attacked mommy with the powdered sugar!

There were some rides that I was too small to get on-bummer...

...but Allison LOVED the big 'ol rides!

Look how high she and cousin Chris got on this ride!

This was one of my faves :)

Mommy went on this ride with me-she thought it was way scarier than I did.

Some really big corny dogs, and some chocolate strawberries on a stick...

At the end of it all, I still didn't want to do the group pose...but believe me, I had FUN!!!

---posted by CHASE :)

Twisted Up

2010-10-11T20:36:00.003-05:00

Over the last few weeks, I feel like I've been 100% confused with just about everything about my life!!! I know the causes, mainly selfishness and laziness-kinda like most people I guess. I have felt disconnected from my friends, lonely, bored, tied down to my schedule, and overall just depressed! But our Father knows just when to say, "HEY YOU, OVER HERE!" My pastor said a phrase that really cut deep today, "...don't allow your soul to shrink!". Wow, that is exactly what the enemy has been able to do to me over the last month. It is so sickening to realize that I have allowed my life to become so much about me that I almost completely took the best part of me away---I have done just what Rick said--and that makes me so sad...
This is my situation, my mini-testimony of how sly evil can be: I have recently taken an opportunity to minister to someone close to me and turned it into an inconvenience. So selfish of me, and heartbreaking to know what I have allowed to happen because I didn't have time to get into the Word. Opening my Bible to any book would have reminded me of the graciousness that Jesus showed to all who crossed his path, regardless of the time it may have taken away from his journey. All the thoughts of how my schedule has been rearranged by offering to help would have been replaced by happiness and peace in knowing that I was following in His footsteps of helping those in need. This inconvenience to me has been so much harder on my friend; for she would give anything to be where I am right now. I watch her child because she was forced to go back to work in order to provide insurance for her family. This is exactly why I wanted to watch her little one in the first place, to ease her anxiety about putting him in daycare, and to help with expenses on her end. This is my blessing, and should be my Christian duty to help my community, but instead I have allowed the enemy to warp my thinking. Rick's simple phrase today, God's words through him, spoke volumes to me...and I plan on doing alot of praying and reconciling--I value my closeness to my Gracious Savior far too much to spend another minute in my sin!
Psalm 25 speaks of humility, and past sins, and the unwaivering love Christ has for all of us. We all have little sin in our lives, and we will always struggle with them-but we can not afford to let them take over. Without Him, we can so easily fall into our old traps...our time in His word contains all the truth we need to be redeemed!!!
V. 15-22
My eyes are ever on the Lord, only he can release my feet from the snare.
Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted.
The troubles of my heart have multiplied; free me from my anguish.
Look upon my affliction and my distress and take away my sins.
See how my enemies have increased and how fiercely they hate me!
Guard my life and rescue me; let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in You.
May integrity and uprightness protect me, for my hope is in You.
Redeem Israel, O God, from all their troubles!

Labor Day Camping Trip!

2010-09-07T08:39:00.003-05:00

We decided to go to Eisenhower State Park in Denison for the Labor Day weekend. It really was the perfect time to go, the weather was awesome-lows in the 50s and highs in the low 90s. We even had a nice north wind to enjoy!
The first day, I wanted to take Chase to see his first 'beach'...it was set in a perfectly protected cove, and was really beautiful.

He and Allison(his cousin) had a great time splashing, throwing rocks, and looking at dead fish that washed on the beach--one downside to a cove!

...He was way to excited to pose for a family pic. :)

It's not a camping trip until you get to roast marshmallows...

Chillin' by the campfire...

We went hiking, and with my ever-vigilant 'mom radar' I found this little bitty turtle stuck in the mud---Chase was brave, and held it. Then he and daddy took him back to the water.

We also found a great vantage point of Lake Texoma, it was a 30ft. cliff though (I was OVERLY protective of the kiddos here...)

On our last day, the kids took to the trees....great pics!

We really did have a great time, but I think next year will be even better....once Chase increases that attention span...and sees that being in the tent can be really fun. (we stayed in a screened shelter this time) More hiking, more fishing, more wondering of the beauty we are blessed to live in-I truly look forward to that! :)

Cancun!

2010-08-27T13:47:00.001-05:00

Ah, vacation....vacation with good friends, even better than Ah...

We went with our friends (the nearly newlyweds of 2yrs) Heather and Bobby to relax and enjoy ourselves in good ole' Mexico a few weeks ago--it was a great and memorable time.
Of course, we hung by the pool..but we also went to see Chichen Itza, which I've always wanted to do! I was bummed, though, that you are no longer allowed to climb it since it's been named one of the New 7 Wonders of the World. :( We also went to a cenote along the way, and underground cavern of water-cool.

I didn't forget my SUNSCREEN--heehehee!

We found a GIANT grasshopper on our tenth floor balcony, and I posed with it (it's through the window, don't worry!)

We had date night at a local churrascurra restaurant--we felt pretty!

We went only once to the beach b/c we had our own pool to ourselves-but the beach was beautiful!

We had a great time just hanging out in our condo though--here are a few pics, some funny-some not so funny (we got sick!)

Summer, go away!!! ;)

2010-07-15T19:44:00.005-05:00

I don't know what has gotten into me lately, I can't seem to keep myself out of the kitchen! I'm sure it has to do with being hungry ALL the time due to my Insane workout and nutrition suppliment, making me long for all the things that spit in the face of toning and chiselling my muscles :) I really have tried to be good, but summer just makes it so darn difficult!

My sweaty work-in-progress

Let's begin with my grandmother's homemade plum jelly, from plums she hand picked from her own orchard just last month--how do you NOT eat toast and jelly every morning when you have something like that. My Shakeology is/should be my morning meal every day. This leads me to the next problem...

I unfortunately, got the recipe for my all time favorite childhood bread from my mother. Now, this is far from a low fat recipe, and I'm sure I will think of ways to lighten it up soon, but not on the first batch! I've made two loaves of 'Mom's Monkey Bread" this week, because I really needed it to go with my grandmother's homemade plum jelly---it just fits together, how can I help that, right?

Chase helping roll dough.

And, here's the final problem with summer and fitness goals--peaches are now ripe at my grandmother's house. You may say to yourself, "peaches are fruit, that's ok", well not in my head! My thoughts can not stop leaning toward peach cobbler, peach crisp, peach pie, and peach ice cream---that can't be good for the midsection!!!

Now, if you throw in things like hot dogs on the grill, trips to Sonic, and late night pizzas after long days out in the pool with friends, I'm doomed!

Late afternoon at the pool.

So, there you go, I don't like (meaning, I LOVE) summer...and can't wait for it to go away (please stay here forever!).

Mmmmm, peaches....

4th of July FUN!

2010-07-05T09:47:00.006-05:00

We had so much fun this weekend! My awesome hubby took a few extra days off to hang out with us. We got to eat out at BJ's Thursday night, and Chase ate BOTH of his burger sliders. In true Chase style though, he shocked us by only wanting one or two bites of our oreo pazookie (which we couldn't finish either!) Friday we went to spend some time with my grandparents, and had a great time fishing, and running from the sporatic rain storms (ie. puddle jumping!). Chase got to help Granny with some planting, but didn't want to get his hands dirty too much. I LOVE THIS PICTURE!!!!

We fed the bull and hung out in the barn while the strongest storm passed, which is Chase's favorite thing to do. I really enjoyed chatting with both Granny and Grandaddy, as they were both feeling very energetic! After, we headed over to my moms for a quick jump in the pool before heading home. On Saturday, we had my new stepmom (ha!) and my dad over for the afternoon. Made fajitas, and hung out...when it was time for them to leave, they took Chase with them--SURPRISE BABYSITTER, yay! We headed over to a friend's house for some UFC sans kiddo! Sunday morning, we taught at church-or we were scheduled too, but it seems everyone was still out on vacation-so we got to hear a great message from Nathan Johnson from Galations 2. It's funny how God uses parts of the bible that you KNOW to show you something new about yourself. Nathan did a great job explaining that being a true Christian doesn't mean you have to DO anything, but that you WILL make changes in your life because you are living for GOD instead of yourself. Also good to remember that we will never be God, and we will fail, but those failures NEVER mean that you no longer have His love, or His Grace. Grace is freely given through your faith in the gospel message. Ahhh, isn't it great to know that it's not up to your actions!

Here are some pics of our 4th of July fireworks with our fam, and our friends Heather and Bobby!

Sean, being an excellent driving buddy-we had a long drive home from Rockwall after the fireworks. (good thing I like late-night driving!!)

I am thankful for the freedom in this country to start random fires with falling debris too.....jk :)

Where did May go??

2010-06-22T08:34:00.012-05:00

Wow...this has been a very busy and quick spring! May and June seem to have literally flown by, and boy do we have some stories. The weather in Keller has been beautiful, until the 100degree temps we are getting NOW--our community pools feel like bathwater, but atleast the wind cools us off when we get out :) We got Chase some arm floats, and he is now fearless in the water!
I am still so blessed to have been given this life, and I know I don't deserve it...it is only by God's GRACE that I am allowed to enjoy this gift of life. And, to show my thanks for this super busy and fun time at the Hope house...I think it's best to show in PICTURES! Enjoy-and any questions can be asked (yes, you may have some questions after these pics~!~)

In May, we celebrated Chase's 3rd bday-

Lots of fun outside w/ daddy--flying a kite and fishing in the paddleboat! He also helped daddy w/ a haircut :)

We went to the local fire dept. to say THANK YOU for all they do-with our Cityview Church friends!

Then...there was the wedding at my house---yep, my dad got married to a woman named Karen Hope (here's where you may have questions) Very pretty wedding if I do say so myself--I was the decorator and the florist!

Such a stinker...I had the sprinklers turned on for the sendoff :)))

Lastly, we had a Father's Day Sunday with Chase---simplest is best, right. Bubbles with daddy! Chase had just gotten back from his 2nd annual weekend trip to Seaworld w/ nana and poppa :)

What a great time we've had....and I am so thankful for it all!! See ya next blog :)

5 YEARS!

2010-04-18T13:31:00.004-05:00

Last week, Sean and I celebrated five years of marriage-YIKES! Just kidding, it really seems like we got married yesterday--we have so much fun!

Through the last five years, our families have experiences both loss and gain; with the most important gain for us being Mr. Chase!!! For our five year, wanted to get away. We decided that we needed to take him with us on our mini vacation-to Diamond Mine Park in Murfreesboro, AR.

He had a great time just hanging out with mom and dad in the 5 hour car ride!

As soon as we got settled into our little rental house, and got Chase to bed-of course I had to make us a red velvet cake to celebrate! (too bad the house didn't have any normal baking pans,)I had to use the loaf pan I (LUCKILY) had, I had decided to make banana bread for the trip, so I atleast had that pan! Cake was yummy, and still looked kinda cute too.

As you can see, we hightailed it to the Diamond Park bright and early the next morning to find mommy something shiny. We were there for quite a while, but didn't find anything-darn! Chase helped as he could, but he just kept digging himself deeper and deeper in the hole-heehee!

We also spent a bit fishing in the Little Missouri River.

And finished our trip with a visit to the local indian village---the KaDoHa Indians...like that clever potty sign!

It was here that we found our crystals (I think they planted them in the 'digging/excavating' area, but I'm not complaining!) and saw some of the oldest indian burial mounds in the area--we thought it was pretty cool.

I loved this first vacation with my Chase, and loved relaxing and spending time with my family. Hopefully, we can do more trips this summer before Chase starts PRESCHOOL in September! I can't believe that in only five years I was able to have the best time of my life with my beloved, and spend 3 amazing years watching Chase become such a big, bright, smart little boy. Looking forward to many more years laughing, loving, and enjoying all the gifs that God grants me in this life--I am so very thankful for anniversaries, thankful that we have reason to celebrate so much in eachother!!!

Month of March

2010-03-24T07:38:00.007-05:00

What a month! I feel like I've been going non-stop, having "fun overload" with Chase!

Cityview's first HISKIDS meeting was a blast: making examples of Jesus' living gift to us all. We planted seeds, and boy are they growing now!

Cousin Allison was on Spring Break, so we went bowling---check out my allstar...an 88!

Team player-cheering on the competition!

Played at the park with daddy-ALL KINDS OF SPORTS-soccer, tag, baseball, and the monkey bars.

Spent lots of time painting and drawing...obviously enjoying it too!

Of course there are things I didn't catch on camera---trips to the zoo(and the train), the underwater egg hunt at Keller Point, lunch at Rainforest Cafe by the elephants, planting spring flowers, hanging in the sandbox at Bear Creek, Roanoke library ZOO day, and there's probably more too!

Even after all that fun, I think he's ready for SUMMER!

More icecream please?!

The Potty Train

2010-03-02T07:52:00.004-06:00

So, telling a toddler that he gets to 'peepee' on the potty train WORKS!!! It helps that he's already infatuated with anything train related though. He's not out of pullups, but atleast 3 of his 5 pees in a day are now in the potty! He even runs to tell me so I can give him a sticker to put on the train worksheet-soooo happy!

This is a happy Chase with his first completed potty train.

Love Texas...

2010-02-18T14:23:00.004-06:00

It's been a week since the great snowstorm of 2010, and we're clinging on to alittle snow!!
Our snowman has cute Capt'n Crunch eyes, a carrot nose, a scarf from mommy, and a hat from Chase....but wait, he's only got ONE pretzel arm...I wonder where......

Why, you little stinker! You ate Mr. Snowman's arm!

Ok, you can have it....cutie :)

Holy SNOW!

2010-02-12T10:58:00.003-06:00

We got snow...lots of snow, in TEXAS!!!!!

A foot of snow total.

Front yard

Our snowman

...walking around

Cool bush between the houses.

Snow above Chase's knees!

SnowBug-gy

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!

Sad Mommy...

2010-01-19T14:27:00.004-06:00

A-DORable...

Awkward teenager

A handsome man!

Perfect Ridge for the breed!

I've been pretty quiet the last few weeks, and there's a reason. As many of you know, I have a big lump of love I call Luda. We have had our Rhodesian Ridgeback since birth, and he's been in our family for almost 7 years. I love dogs, and especially love our "first born", if you will. Sure, he's in the prime of life, and has become quite the old grump at times, especially since acquiring a mess of skin allergies that will be life-long for him. Still, I love him.

With that in mind, I am sad to post that we no longer have our little puppy (ha-little...)

A few weeks ago, after weeks of unwelcomed warning growls, Luda snapped at Chase and scratched his face with his teeth. He came very close to hitting Chase's eye, and ripped his shirt too. I was absolutely horrified in that moment, for many reasons. I checked over Chase's body, and that seemed to be the only damage to him, other than the confused fear in his eyes. As the tears started flowing, I realized that I could no longer keep my firstborn puppy (I know, isn't it silly to say that?). I called my mom and asked her to take Luda to her house while I tried to think of a place for my 130 pound dog to go. I didn't want him to die for his indiscretion, and I am partly to blame for his actions too. Just FYI, don't ever feed your puppy 'people snacks' in the kitchen, EVER, as I have realized that the proximity to food is what caused this sad interaction.

To stop babbling, I have found Luda a home at a Ridgeback Rescue facility north of my home town. The best part of it all, if there is a good part, is that the rescue is "no kill" and they have several other friends for him. Another good thing I found is that they have an EDUCATED vet that will accurately diagnose Luda's allergy problems, and hopefully help him to live a happier life. Lastly, even if Luda isn't adopted out (which is the main goal of the rescue), they will let him live there...and we can even come visit if we want. The owners really liked him, so I'm grateful and hopeful that he will be happier there...away from a touchy toddler, and a small house, and a mommy that would not be able to fully trust him again.

I am ok...and I am sad...but I know and understand that my role in this life is to provide Chase with a safe environment to grow in, that is God's plan-completely. I struggle to think that I've given up on him, and that is my request..pray for me, that I have done the right thing for Chase, Luda, and myself.

The first meeting..................it really was a brotherly love.

Holiday Celebrations

2009-12-27T17:31:00.007-06:00

I am so blessed to have been able to share the birth of our Savior with my little family! We didn't have many presents under our tree, on purpose, because we just wanted to enjoy the gifts that we have already received by being part of the family of such an awesome God. I did have fun watching Chase rip into the presents from his grandparents, of course, but the most amazing gift was that of SNOW on Christmas eve/day!!!

Chase was way to busy LOOKING at the snow to smile for the camera, but I got some good action shots nonetheless. :) (side note: Mommy should have put on some makeup too!)

In the days before Christ's birthday, we went to Northpark to see trains, and had lots of playtime with cousin Allison. We also did lots of window shopping, which he really wasn't that into-good thing they had play areas at the malls! Chase was invited to Gaylord ICE with nana too, what a great grandmother to have! Our small group was able to bless a family with Christmas gifts from the KLTY Christmas Wish too! Complete with some amazing temps outside in the days before Christmas, we couldn't have asked for a better holiday season--being able to enjoy and savor all that Christ is, and what an unbelievable Creator we serve, is truly the best gift mommy could have asked for this year.

Chase and his cool train hat (with nana) at Northpark Mall's huge train show...he's saying "ChooChoo" over and over. :)

Back to the Grind-HAPPILY!

2009-11-03T07:21:00.002-06:00

I can not tell you how happy I am to be back home, and have things back to normal around here! The first few days were full of tantrums and craziness from Chase, but I guess we deserved it for being gone so much the last two weeks? We had a great Halloween with our first Fall Festival at Cityview-with NO pics taken, oops! Our family of firefighters would have made a great picture too---maybe one of the neighbors have a pic for me. I do have a picture of Chase though:He fell asleep on the way TO the festival!

I am really enjoying my study in the Psalms of Ascent, by Beth Moore...but have missed getting to discuss it with my study group!! Week 3, day 3 really spoke to me though. The bliss of being near to God, to know that he has truly delivered you from captivity, is an amazing feeling. It's such a good feeling that we can't wait to feel it again. Having faith that more laughter and joy WILL come is the essence of Psalm 126...even if that joy may look different than you'd hoped---God knows, more than you or I do, just how to give us the most perfect happiness!

"Those who sow in tears will reap with shouts of joy. Though one goes along weeping, carrying the bag of seed, he will surely come back with shouts of joy, carrying his sheaves." Our pain is NOTHING compared to our joy in Jesus!

Lord, keep these thoughts in my mind, so that I may deal with today's fear-knowing that you will carry me through it all~!

My Plan

2009-10-14T22:17:00.002-05:00

Over the next few weeks I have lots of fun things planned, but none of them involve Chase!! Isn't that sad? I am heading up to Sherman, TX to Austin College's homecoming, AND MY 10 YEAR COLLEGE REUNION! Can you believe I've been out of college for 10 years? I am excited to see all my girls, and even alittle nervous too. It will be so cool to see all the Kappas, and see pics of their growing families; and enjoy a margarita at our favorite spot!
Next weekend, I'm off to Vegas to see Tim McGraw in concert---wow! I haven't been to a concert in a long time, so I'm glad it's a low-key country one (I actually think I'm too old for a real concert anymore) Pics to follow, here's to my safety over the next few weeks!!!

I WILL MISS YOU CHASE!!!!!!!!!!!

Talk soon!

Swine-tacular October.......

2009-10-07T09:20:00.004-05:00

I'm Scared of getting the flu!! All kinds of flu's....normal flu, avian flu, swine flu, bug flu....I'm sure there are others too, and the government is just hiding them, right?

Ok, just kidding---although I am alittle stir crazy from staying in my house in efforts to avoid getting sick! Of course, I'm also having a great time with my Chase. Here are some of the fun things I've been able to see:

-he knows all the colors of his crayons, and is starting to enjoy drawing "circles" and "squares" with mommy.

-he's very helpful in emptying the dishwasher, and reloading it too.

-the tabs don't reach eachother when I put on his diaper, which means he's getting a bigger belly!

-he knocks on the door every morning, and says, "I not tired anymore" to greet me; and I love it!

-he can't wait to see Aiden, Bane (Blane), Zach, and Addie. He has FRIENDS, which is so cute!

-he asks to "lay down in mommy bed" at night, which I'd love to do but I don't want to start bad habits...but it's very special to hear.

-his language is obviously growing SOO quickly!

-he asks to sit on the potty every morning (even though it's the big potty, and not the little one I just bought for him).

-he knows when "daddy gone to work" or "daddy at school", but loves to hear the garage open so he can yell "DADDY!" when he comes home.

It's so easy to think about his agressive traits, or his stubborn ways, or his tantrums, but I really had to just list all the ways that my Chase is an amazing little toddler! Hopefully we can get a handle on this flu thing, so we can spend time learning about God's great creation "hands-on"!

<-Big BOY!---Foam Pit!->

A Different Holiday

2009-09-21T08:33:00.003-05:00

Fall is here, and my head is swirling with all the "traditions" of the season-all those special moments I get to share with my hard working husband and unpredictable 2 year old. I remember each year as a mother so clearly, and I am excited to make more memories with my family! Even more special will future holidays be, as I walk through changes in my grandfather who has dementia. I want so much for my son to know him as I do. Tears will be shed, as they are at this moment, but the joy of my Chase running to him for a hug and a "lo five" will surely be the best memories of this time. I see grandaddy light up when he sees Chase, regardless of how good or bad the day has been for him-priceless. I pray for my grandmother, who has chosen to walk with him through the changes alone (so far)-without the help of hired caretakers. I pray that she gets strength and compassion that only God can give her-because in her words, "We vowed to be with eachother in good times and bad". How amazing a bond they have, for over sixty years now. It is my hope that I can enjoy good times and bad with Sean, for many years to come, just as they have. I lean on Him when my thoughts jump into the future, which is uncertain, and will be unhappy and heartbreaking; I must enjoy NOW. My grandfather is an amazing man with stories of the past that make me burst with pride-that's my grandaddy! He's accomplished so much in his life, and been a believer for as long as I can remember. I know that this walk will not be lonely for him, God holds his hand and prepares him for a life even greater than his life now. I am blessed and honored by each moment, each memory I get to make with this God loving, God trusting, God fearing man. This holiday season will be full of emotion, but mostly I pray that the holidays will be full of JOY!!! I pray for each family member touched by my grandfather, that they enjoy every moment with my grandaddy. Thank you God for allowing me to know and love a man after your own heart-and for giving me the peace in knowing that each difficult day is comforted by You. I love my family, and can't wait to spend special moments with them this season, and to hear some stories from the past too. :)

Meeting Chase!

Amanda

2009-08-25T14:58:00.002-05:00

Been MIA for a bit-so here are some fun family pics.
Chase met 'face-to-face' with a very mean fan, and then met a very nice ER doctor shortly after that...he's fine. Evidently this kind of thing "Happens all the time." Huh?

OUCH!
We also went to a birthday party, where Chase played with his other friend Addyson. Look at that smile: Watch out Addison Crawford, this other Addy is pretty cute!!!!!!!!

Also got Chase his first fishing pole, and daddy has shown him the technique behind a good cast.

We also played in the sprinkler abit, looks like Chase and Thomas weren't fans. :)

I've had fun in my first week alone with Chase, as Allison went back to Kindergarden. Chase was happy to get mommy all to himself again, but has still been alittle lonely. I hope that we can start up more fun groups now that school has begun! Enjoy the pics guys, later!

Zoo!

2009-07-30T19:13:00.004-05:00

This is my ALL TIME favorite picture-Chase on the train at the zoo. If you don't know, Chase is absolutely fascinated by trains, so this was the best day ever for him!

My friend Debbie brought her cute 1yr old Carson, and her daughter Megan for Allison to play with.

Mommy and Chase on the train.

Megan and Allison playing with the cow--right before she peed on them!

This was the tone of the day-lazy, cloudy, PERFECT day for the zoo!

Allison and Megan loved the zebras.

Monkeys were a hit-is this a picture of "evolution"? NOPE, just a reflection! haha

Looks peaceful, right? WRONG, they woke up as I entered the driveway-no nap for mommy!

I loved it-and I let Chase run around the zoo like a...well, like a monkey! We had a great time, can't wait to go again!

4th O' July

2009-07-07T08:05:00.003-05:00

We had a great time hanging with our friends, The Crawfords, invading their parent's saltwater pool~!

Of course, our men had to have an impromptu swimming lesson for our boys-poor Chase and Jett!

Not many pictures of the mommies, but some good ones of daddys and sons :)

Last but not least, the first of many "supervised dates"!

Father's Day Pajamas

2009-06-21T15:37:00.002-05:00

Chase loved his pajamas SO MUCH! I got them on clearance from JC Penney :)
We had fun hanging out with poppa and daddy, laughing the night away.

Trip to Great Wolf Lodge!

2009-06-07T17:08:00.003-05:00

Chase's 2nd Birthday!

2009-05-22T07:29:00.004-05:00

Chase had lots of fun with his friends and family last weekend. I'm pretty sure his favorite toy is still the recorder we got him from Walmart for $1, but he's having lots of fun reading his cool new books too! Here are some pictures from our fun weekend-too bad it rained though!

We had a Luau theme, Chase got into the lei's!

We made cupcake cones, for easier eating by kiddos! This is Chase with his cousin Kendall.

And Chase with his friend Addison. Cool picnic table Chase, your parents are pretty awesome!

Chase blowing out his 2 candles :)

This is not what I ordered....

2009-05-04T16:54:00.008-05:00

...but I'll take it!

Easter Fun!

2009-04-14T14:01:00.008-05:00

We had a blast celebrating the gift of mercy and life from our Savior over Easter Weekend! Chase got sooo much candy and stickers from our very first Egg Hunt at Cityview Church, and the fun never stopped.

First, we went to the Underwater Egg Hunt at Keller Pointe last week:

*)"REAAADY---GOOO"

*)Waterfall

*)Help Daddy..

Chase and Zach hunting with Sean.

Then we had our Annual Easter Family Gathering in Mansfield-with the Easter Bunny!

*)HUGS!

*)The bunny with my grandparents

*)Reading the Easter Story

*)Playing piano with cousin Allison

Such a beautiful weekend, great weather, and an amazing time to remember all that has been done for us on this earth. Praise God for his Son, and the gift of true forgiveness!

Craft Day

2009-03-25T14:46:00.003-05:00

My MIL called me to ask ideas for making a Liberty Bell replica for her 3rd grade son's class. He is doing a report, and has to make a Bell too. I LOVE when I get to do this kind of thing, so I offered to make it for her.
Pretty easy too: 1 plastic beach bucket, gold pipe cleaners, a box for the wooden section at the top, some paint, a foil ball for the "dinger thingy", and a marker for the inscription.

Here it is in the works:

Here is Chase "painting" with me:

Here is the finished product:

And now, I just need to get to Hobby Lobby to get supplies for the plaques at the church!!!! I love Craft Days!!!

February Pool Party??

2009-03-02T11:03:00.006-06:00

That's right, it was almost 90degrees on Thursday! What's a Texas SAHM supposed to do? Have a kiddie pool party in the backyard, that's what! Here are some cute pics of kiddos from church and the neighborhood---I think it was a hit!

Is that giant beach ball spitting at me??

Two of these kiddoes aren't wearing any clothes----air dry~!

Bubbles!!!!

Zach---grrrrrr

Boys and Valentine's Day Cards.

2009-02-13T09:42:00.003-06:00

See that paper crumpled up in pic #2? It WAS a pop-up paper heart within the card...I guess boys just don't have that sentimental value, huh!?

Mommy's little helper.

2009-01-26T08:05:00.007-06:00

First, an update---Chase is taking naps again, and waking up at a more normal time. I think he just wanted to see daddy off to work over the last two weeks. Thankfully, he's realized that it's just not that exciting :)

And, here is Mommy's little helper!

Daddy also did some work in the attic, and Chase was more than willing to help there too-he just couldn't get up the stairs! Too cute though :)

Huh?

2009-01-19T16:26:00.002-06:00

So, this past week was....different. My sleeping angel has decided to change his schedule on me, and it wasn't pretty. Happy to skip his ONE nap, he's also managed to cut his normal night sleeping to around 9 hours. Not bad you say? Well, I say 9...but it's really how ever many hours he sleeps after we put him down, 8, 9, 9:30--as long as he gets up before 6 am. Oh yeah-he's been up at or before 6 AM! That's before daddy's alarm even goes off! I thought I should limit his nap, or put him down later, to no avail......hmmmmm. I'm lost, and alittle tired. But on the upside, he's still been in a really good mood-so how can I really ask for more than that! To want him to sleep longer would only be for my own "quiet time", which I guess I'll have eventually---maybe when he's off to college or something....

Our Holiday Fun

2009-01-06T12:12:00.006-06:00

Hello Again!

We've had a fantastic December! We hit things off with a Double Birthday Dinner, compliments of Sean's Mom-at a sushi BUFFET! YUM. Of course, I put my present to good use, taking tons of pictures of our fun times throughout the month. Included are Chase's discovery of Sean's gloves, and three Christmas celebrations! We went to my sis's house on Christmas Eve, and then woke up to see Chases' face when he saw his NEW WAGON-he loved it. Then off to my grandmother's house for more fun and great food. Let's just say our New Years' hope (not resolution, they don't work!) is to work off all the extra weight we've put on these last two months!!! Praise God for our very first service at our NEW building for Cityview-on Summerfields Drive just west of Beach Street! We look forward to a fantastic 2009 with many more joys to come. Maybe I'll even update my blog more in '09!? Ehhh, we'll see.. :)

Halloween Pics

2008-11-13T15:23:00.007-06:00

Here are a few pics from Halloween-Chase LOVED the inflatable slide that our church put in our neighborhood, check out that smile! The whole family participated in "Theme Halloween" by dressing as Crash Test Dummies :)

Hello....again!

2008-10-24T12:30:00.006-05:00

Ok, I know the Hope Trifecta has been MIA for a few months...and we definitely have some updates.

First, check these pic's out! This is the only smile I got from Chase at the Pumpkin Patch in Flower Mound, and the other is Chase just being silly with his farmer hat-Adorable!!!

We have been changing things up in the family, starting with my "Fabulous Retirement" from my job to stay home with Chase full time! It's been a real blessing to be with him every day, and he's become very accustomed to having mommy around. I love it! It's been different, I'll say-but worth every minute. I have also really enjoyed getting reconnected with my fellow S-A-H-M's, and look forward to immersing myself in this new career, and my buds!

My dad is still sharing our house, and all is still going well. I think it's been 4, or 5 months now? I don't mind, as I feel like he was placed here to see a true "Christ-Loving Marriage", to show what loving your spouse should really look like. Sean and I aren't perfect, but we don't expect perfection--only hope to strive for it by seeking His guidance with the tough issues. For those that don't know, my dad and I didn't always get along-and I basically ignored him after he and my mother got divorced....VERY messy, for them and for my sis and I. Don't really think my sis, Angela, has ever gotten over that-and I pray for her all the time. That's a story for a different post though...

Sean is still in school, and we are anxious about the economy just as everyone else is (afterall, Sean has a job, but is still just "contract" until they get approval for FT employees). God will provide though, He always does---just have to be diligent and honest with Him-and FAITHFUL!

I'll update more consistently now that I am around to catch those Kodak moments with my little trooper----starting with an awesome homemade costume for Halloween---check back for the update.

Love,

Amanda

1 step, 2 step, 3 step, 4!

2008-07-07T18:39:00.007-05:00

Happy Independence Day! Our 4th of July couldn't have been better-we saw Chase assert his independence like no other-Our little Chase took his first steps! Check out the video!

So, we immediately put his new talent to work---he's started mowing our livingroom rug!

How adorable is all this! I can't believe he's walking, and can only think: What could be next!???

Dadfest 2008

2008-06-22T09:39:00.015-05:00

Yesterday, Chase got his first taste of what I hope will become an annual tradition for the two of us. Dadfest was held at Texas Stadium, and boy did we have fun! It was an early morning-left the house at 6:30. After registration, we went down to the field and I warmed up while Chase practiced for his own big race (some bearcrawling across the field). It was great to enjoy this day with my son by doing something that I pray one day he will enjoy doing as well. We ended up finishing the race with a time of 26 minutes 8 seconds-2nd PLACE! Unfortunately, due to some incorrect processing, we were not included in the Father-Son Team Category. But not all was lost, because after the 5k, Chase participated in the Diaper Dash and got 1st! Chase got a $100 gift certificate to Run On! and a $10 gift card to Target!! Not to bad for his first race (actually that is better than anything I have ever won)! He even met a few of the Cowboys' Cheerleaders.. We had a really great day, but Chase was definitely worn out by the end of it all!
Amanda was there taking all these great pics, and I could tell that she was a very proud mama this weekend :)
Thanks for reading!

May 17, 2008 - Chase turns One

2008-06-14T11:23:00.008-05:00

I know, I know...we know it is June and Chases' birthday was almost a month ago, but we have just so busy, it hard to keep up with some things. As of today, I still don't have my car back, but I should have it within the next week or so, so that is good...I can't stand driving this Kia Rondo. I don't know if it's a SUV or a minivan...bottomline, it's not my car.

We are so proud of Chase, and he is just so much fun to be with, and we are definately blessed to have such a wonderful child. His birthday was what I would consider textbook. He played a little in the cake/ice cream, wasn't too interested in his presents, (so it became my birthday opening all the gifts), and seemed to enjoy the gift wrap more than the gifts. Thanks to everyone that came and helped us celebrate his 1st year of life.

So to stay ahead of the game, here are some things that are coming up for us in the next few weeks.

Tonight we are going to Heather and Bobby's Couple Shower hosted by her Man of Honor, Johnathan...and no he isn't into men.

Tomorrow is Father's Day, so we are teaching at church, then coming home and cooking out with my father-in-law and sister-in-law on my new grill!

Next Saturday, we are going to DadFest at Texas Stadium for a 5k for me and Chases' 1st race as well! A crawling contest! Feel free to come and join, the website is http://dadfest.com/

Last but now least, welcoming all the new babies into the world! Congrats to Angela and Justin on their new baby, as well as Tiffany and Brandon! Andy and Katie, Brett and Elizabeth and Josh and Erica!

My car is broken!!!

2008-05-08T22:47:00.006-05:00

Today was supposed to be a simple day. Leave work, meet Amanda at the dealership to turn in her Murano, pick up Chase, Amanda would go to Bible study, and I would do some things around the house...That all came to a screeching halt at about 5pm. Some guy tried to turn in front of me when I was about 20 feet away! No one was hurt, except my car. I'm sad to say, I don't think he is going to make it. I tried to drive home, but then it started to smoke, so instead my car is sitting at the dealership awaiting its' sentencing. In the mean time, here is a picture of my car...

Who's a stud?

2008-05-07T21:13:00.004-05:00

Chase is about to be one, so here are some pics of our son. I hope you enjoy them, I can't believe how much we see us in him!

Stay at Home Mommy

2008-04-17T09:16:00.002-05:00

Well, it's Day 4 of my week at home with Chase. This has been SOO much fun, and I'm completely jealous of my many stay-at-home mommy friends. Granted, I've also been working while I'm here so, I don't even think I've been able to enjoy it quite as much. I've been able to get him back on schedule (Daycare has way too many distractions, so my boy wasn't eating as much as he could), and I get to hear him scream with joy when he plays with Luda and with his toys. I've been able to create a photobook to commemorate his first year of life-which will be available for his FIRST BIRTHDAY PARTY in a few weeks! I really think that if I wasn't running back and forth to my computer to follow emails, me and Chase would be having even more fun-hanging out with the other kids I know!
Now, you are all asking; "Why is she at home?". Let me explain. Chase has been in daycare for about 3 1/2 months, and Chase has been consistently sick for 3 1/2 months. The final straw: He contracted Hand,Foot, and Mouth disease! He got the lesser of the illness, so he's been technically OVER it since Saturday-but it takes 7-10 days to fully recover. We also wanted to see if he could get over his ear infections, diaper rash, and this Herpangina(technical term, we think that's an odd name too). I think we've realized that even though the daycare has good intentions and they LOVE Chase, he just needs to be in a home environment for MY sanity and his health!
Tomorrow is the final day of my hiatus, and then on Monday he gets to hang out with a VERY GENEROUS stay-at-home mommy that is going to watch him and her 2 others hopefully for good! Pray that this arrangement is God-driven, and that Chase gets the nutrition and love he truly deserves. I LOVE MY LITTLE BOY! Gotta go, Chase wants to start typing and he keeps deleting what I type!

Later!

Busy few days..

2008-04-07T21:16:00.010-05:00

This week has been alittle crazy for the Hope Fam. Sean had his last set of weekend classes, so Chase and I hung out and cleaned house. Saturday, I took Chase to stay the night at his Great Grandparents' house--Granny and Grandaddy have so much fun playing with him! Sean and I decided to look at a new (used) truck in Dallas-and ended up taking it home. Unfortunately, the dealership took a while so, we were late to our friends' Brandon and Tiffany's baby shower. Better late than never though-it was great hanging out with our friends! Miss Payton is going to be one LUCKY girl!
Sunday-oh, Sunday: We went to NASCAR! Holy Moly, that was interesting. It's a long day of basically listening to a vaccuum cleaner whizzing by you. Don't get me wrong, it was great hanging out with my sis and especially my dad; but Nascar is a completely different animal! As you can tell, Sean was very into the whole thing! Just kidding, he really was having fun, but he'd had a LOOOONG weekend. :) We all had, but Sunday night it was nice being home to clean up and just BE-if that makes sense. We were all exhausted, even Chase...but I am extremely aware of the graciousness of God to allow us to share our lives with those we love here on this earth-it is by HIM ALONE, that we are able to enjoy these gifts; these precious moments that can so suddenly be taken away from us. Praise Him for our freedom, our happiness, our friends and family.

To begin the new week, we decided to do something else we've never done before-Chase got his very first haircut! He had a great time too, don't you think?

Thanks for reading-talk to you all again soon.
Much Love,

Amanda

School is Cool!

2008-04-05T09:27:00.004-05:00

As I sit in the last day of my Old Testament class, I can't help but think that this was one of the most benefiticial classes I could have ever taken! I definately give God credit for providing such a knowledgable, light hearted, professor to teach about the Gospel. He has so much information, it boggles me! Oh, and the best thing about it, is he puts everything in the simplest of terms. I truly can't wait to take New Testament with him! Listen to me, I never thought I would be sitting here wanting to take more classes!

All-Nighter

2008-03-25T10:52:00.005-05:00

Last night was an interesting night at the Hope house. Chase, our usually peaceful sleeping angel, kept us up all night! We've never experienced this before, and we know that SOMETHING had to be wrong. We checked him head to toe, teeth and diaper-and didn't find anything out of the ordinary. Tylenol just in case there was an ache, but he didn't have a fever--we are lost! I gave him a bottle, which he enjoyed for a while and then fell asleep with me in the rocking chair. So there I stayed for a couple of hours, half asleep and wondering what could be wrong. This morning, we were all exhausted-and Chase wanted to stay in bed--but work and daycare were waiting, so out the door we went.
I just got the call-he has drainage from his ears, sounds like his first ear infection. We'll go to the doctor today, and hope everything is ok.
We've been so blessed with our little trooper, he's been such a joy. Seeing him in so much unexplained agony just tore our hearts apart. I love this little man, so my mind is whirling with the possibilities of his ailment.....and wondering when I'll be able to see that smiling happy face early in the morning again as we start our day.
I pray for peace and healing for my baby boy-and a good night's sleep for EVERYONE.

Well Here we are.

2008-03-06T09:05:00.001-06:00

Hey people,

So, about a year or so ago-Sean and I gave in to the MySpace craze. We updated, uploaded, and meticulously maintained our pages; getting them just so. Backgrounds and friends, we added AND deleted! Then our friends stopped using MySpace, and we were lonely. BLOG, BLOG they cried out-Follow us to the BLOG. I'm hoping the Facebook thing was a phase, because to be honest I got alittle confused with it all. But here I am, I miss you guys!!!!! So, behold-a BLOG for the HOPE TRIFECTA!!!

Amanda, Sean, and little CHASE! Keep checking, I'll make it look cool later :)